Remember back many nice memories xD

Haha,two days ago i saw some pic from friends that went to bali for vacation.Those pic really recall back my trip to bali dunnoe how many years ago.==

I remembered many things through the pic they took cause i went before those  places before.I remembered how nice is the scenery when i look down from the temple.I remembered the stupid beach which i ate my sand dinner with the sea water keep rising. I remembered how nice is the scenery when i saw the volcano from another high mountain that is very cool there.I also remembered i ate my lunch beside a lake which is a x active volcano hole.I even can remembered i walked from day to night until i starved like hell and cry in the bus.The most of all i can remembered many others nice time i spend with my family during the vacation.Suddenly wanna upload those old picture to fb but....i looks really fat and silly that time,lol.Maybe i will upload a few which i looks not so ugly.

Haiz,is been a while i din't go for vacation . Sometime i love it cause i can see many nice scenery and have a interesting holidays,but sometime i really hate it cause i always rush like hell when going for a trip.I have been to many places such as Thailand,Hong Kong,Bali and many more,but in my memories there are all blank just like white paper.Until today i have recall some of the bali trip memories from my friend's photo.ty ya ^^

Sometime nice moment must take it down using a camera,because some nice memories only can remember by looking through photo.That all for this post and no hope this time,weired ^^

Not so emo from now on ^^

First, i wanna talk about my feeling.In my last post,i talked about love, well  this post will talk about many things,include what i do in this  one week holidays and love xD.

Ok,let talk about love first,hehe,paiseh >< Well  i really don't like to get ignore,especially from "she".Last time when i get ignored form "she" the whole day( almost ) i will felt sad or maybe emo.But after last Tuesday,when i woke up i suddenly open minded.Don't know,but suddenly i felt that when i am sad,will 'she' know? and we just net friends,anythings that we chat or talk in net are just making fun of each others,or maybe i should say is entertaining each others.When i care about her,sometime she will know,but most of time it just like something that can make her to feel better at that moment ,after that she will forget all about it.Besides that,anything she promised just like jokes,she will not remember about it after a while.Well,i am not blaming "she" for not caring my feeling or "she" is someone that don't keep her promised,i know she is not that kind of person,somehow i believe in her.Well, i know we are just net friends,so she no need to care about a person that not so important to her or a person which she never meet before.How i know?easy, i try to think from her side.If i am her,i will surely react as same as her that is i wont so care about a guy that just know by net,maybe we can just play and chat for sometimes. That is what i think ,but maybe it will just similar to what she think,cause girls are complicated.So from that days onward, i just play with "she" .Don't misunderstood,i am not a play boy, what i mean is all the thing we chat i will make fun of her,just like playing a withe her .Like this,i won't gain or loose anything, i also won't always emo about she.

So,when will the game end? Well very soon,after we become normal friends,of course.At least i need to let her know who am i first lo.So i will try my best !! But now just play first ^^ Although just playing but sometime it will still hurt a bit,nvm  hurt a bit is better than emo for the whole days,i must think more mature now,i am nt still a noob child!!

Wow,talk too much again,but nvm,now talk about the holidays.What i have done? Four thing :Carry out things,wipe,wait dry and carry back in those things.What that? Simple,HOUSEWORKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.Really boring about it,always do the same things,i have been doing these for the whole week,i really sick of it.What to do,my mum can't do so much,so i have to do all the housework for her.Anyway i felt that i have grown up a lot and learned a lot when doing these housework,at least i wont die when i am alone after SPM (hopefully ).Next target is i wanna know how to cook!! Hopefully my mother will teach me,since she never cook for a long time,but she really can cook,i ate before,it is very delicious ^^.

OK last for my hope. I hope i can learn more things in this holidays and i can play with "she" always ^^ and lastly we can be normal firends XD.

All about love .....

As i mention above,this post will all about love.I really like blog sometimes cause it can let me to write out what i am feeling or thinking at this moment,i can shout it out loud without interrupting others people,this is the way i like the most ^^

So, what is love? For me when i am still form 1 to 3, love is something that can make me happy and joyful with the one i like or love.But as i grown up and experienced more,i felt that it is true that love can make someone happy and joyful "IF" the one u love accept and care about u.But somehow this "IF"  seldom happen to me.So at this moment i felt that love is just something that make me torture or even headache.

That is what i think about love so far,so now i will talk about something about me related to this words-love.

Ok,sincerely i only love two girls before,is love not like.They two only have two similarities that is first,they are cute ^^ (maybe i do love cute girls after all, lol)second, they can change my mood and emotions. One of them is someone....nvm no need to mention here la.Another one obviously is the "she" i mentioned in previous posts recently.So maybe i just talk about "she" in this post.

Well,sometimes i really don't know why GOD will let me meet someone that i love but i know there is no hope between us.Why? there is too much reason.Just can't mention it all.So lets talk about "she".I love her,but i don't know how to get close to her,there is just some distance between us.Holidays is coming,well maybe call her for a hanged out since we haven't meet before.Erm,i gt think before but what can i talk to her when we meet? Would she hanged out with her guy which she never meet before? and lastly how should i ask her?

All these questions had lead to one conclusion that is "NO HOPE".Ya ,since the day i know her, i had already say to myself that there is no hope for me,but somehow i just feel sad or disappointed when i am nearly facing the truth that there is no hope for me in these few weeks.

Many things that i want to talk about in this post,but somehow i scared she will view this blog and find out the "she" i am talking about is her and our friendship will just BYE,BYE.Somehow i had experienced before that if the one u love knows u are loving her but she has no interest toward u,there will be a wall forming between u two,trust me,it happened to me.Actually at this moment i just wanna be friends with her,just

normal friends that can care each others by sms and hanged out to watch movies,but it is harder than i though to just have a normal friendship with a girl which has "distance" between us.

I think i just said too much,maybe i should stop here.Every post i wrote will have some hopes at the last of the post.I hope i will have a normal friendship with her and we can hanged out during this holidays plus i will have a nice and happy two weeks holidays ^^

Many things to say ....

well is been quite long i haven't updated my blog.Now i gonna tell them once in this post.

OK,i finally I become a prefect,i am happy,my mother happy,my father happy,lol.Actually i m nt really so happy about it cause always need to tugas here and there,and some more need to do pengawas folio,lol.Well,what to do i need to accept all of these,cause i am a prefect now.+.+

Next thing is about my piano.It really make me crazy,at first i though i going to take the grade 7 exam next year,so i put some effort on it,but later my parents suggest to me that well why don;t you give it a try to take the grade 8 exam,since u going to leave next years(if possible lah).So i listen to their advice and took the grade 8 exam.But when i practice until half, they told me that i should take the Trinity grade 8 exam rather than the ABRSM one.lol. I really confuse now.At first i got a little bit mad,cause i am learning ABRSM from Grade1-5 and now you tell me to change to Trinity? There is also some reason why i don't want to change to Trinity,that is about "SHE",don't want to mention more here.Now i also don;t know what to do.headache@@

Another thing is about "SHE".Well,we are still net friends that is never meet before,erm...actually i saw her plenty of time already,but she haven't saw me once.Nvm.She just as beautiful as i think,just she looks more cute and looks smaller in ages in her uniform.We still stuck in the net friend relation,at first i though maybe we could hang out when we free,but......i still don't know how to handle when hanging out with a person i haven't meet or know before.(just stupid) I think i will try to be more confidence and ask her out,not for dating,just normal hang out with friends.As i know her more,i felt that she is more complicated than i though.I don't know ,maybe is just my feel.But the only things that I confirm is she can change my mood of the day.Example:when she get hurt,i will felt not really happy that day,OMG!i think i really gt some problem.U will say that there is no wrong to be unhappy when the the person u love is hurted since u love her.Well, ya i love her,but this time nt same as previous those love.At those previous "cases",i have hope that i can chase the girl i love.But this time,the first thing i tell myself is "Song,u have no hope",why,because i haven't talk to her or sms her or even be her odinary friends.We just net friends that will talk about something about her feeling on the net.I don't know ,i just hope we can be odinary friends and not just net friend and can hang out with her when we are free.This is what i hope the most in these moment.

OK,at last .this few week i really love to hear jj.lin songs,hope u all will check him out and hear is songs,especially those English song like "Cries in the distance"and his Chinese songs,"加油" (highly recomanded by me,this song will cheer me up every time,"she" feels sad and causes me no mood and when i am really sad )really good and nice.That all for this time,i hope i didn't type any wrong words,cause how is almost 1.30am and i am very sleepy,so lazy to check those words,so good nitez all ^^

One week and one week and she.

One week passed again.What i am busy doing is my moral folio and studying some books for the next exam which is next and next week.Well i do not really have the mood to study because.......Don't know but i really need to study,there is no much time left.

Yesterday was very happy cause i went to TC with my friends.At first i though i was going to TC for taking photos,but at last i end up with my friends building the sand castle ^^ .Maybe our sand castle will not be the most nice one among others,but i will admit that our sand castle is the most creative one on the beach that day.If u all wanna see those photo,u can go to my facebook profile and have a look.

About moral folio,i finally have done it today.I am very happy but at the same time  i am also very sad too.Why? Is about "she". Is been a while we know each others,we talk about many things .She is very important to me,but maybe i am only a net friend for her.There is too many guys around her, this make feel that i am just a little boys for her.And i don't want to let those stupid friends know what i feel about her.Just hope she will reply and care more about me and we will meet each others.

At last,to those "GOOD" friends of mine.Can you keep your mouth shut !!Don't always say me chasing girls and flirting around on the face book!! If i am chasing girls and flirting around,so what!! that is none of your business!!

SHE !! Finally know her ^^

Haha,finally i know her!! Thank GOD !!

Wow,she finally know who i am,and we chat for some times ^^.I really happy about it.Wakaka.She looks perfect for me.I found that she also play music too,and she having exam,hope she will pass with flying colour ^^.Just hope we can keep in touch,and my next new hope is to meet the real person.GOD help me one more time please,i begged you.........

Well,let talk about something about me in this week.I found that my time is not enough for me to use.I have to do many thing in one week.waliao!!Just feeling very tired and need to have a break.zzzzzzzz

Another things is parent's day,what my teacher say about me ?well not many things cause i am a good boy^^Only comment i remember is "call him to sit straight" this is the only comment i remember that the teacher gave.

Well that all for this week.

Solve and unsolve

Well,one week past already.Some of my problem have solve.
Mission accomplished:

1)Math competition- Did not go for competition,cause my father cannot send me go,so...solve!! LOL

2)Add math result   -Fear for it because the last two exam i get very low marks,but this time 84!! yay.Improve!!

3)Interview             -I went for interview for prefect,luckily i was accepted ^^,hope i won't be to busy.

There are also some problem that still not yet solve T.T

1)Moral folio -keep rushing to do finish it,hope i can do finish it as fast as possible ^^

2)Exam         -haiz, exam coming,need to study again.

At last about her.Find many method to meet her but i am still blur blur.But today i finally found a method^^ i just need a picture she upload and a reply chance from her.God bless me please!!