well is been quite long i haven't updated my blog.Now i gonna tell them once in this post.
OK,i finally I become a prefect,i am happy,my mother happy,my father happy,lol.Actually i m nt really so happy about it cause always need to tugas here and there,and some more need to do pengawas folio,lol.Well,what to do i need to accept all of these,cause i am a prefect now.+.+
Next thing is about my piano.It really make me crazy,at first i though i going to take the grade 7 exam next year,so i put some effort on it,but later my parents suggest to me that well why don;t you give it a try to take the grade 8 exam,since u going to leave next years(if possible lah).So i listen to their advice and took the grade 8 exam.But when i practice until half, they told me that i should take the Trinity grade 8 exam rather than the ABRSM one.lol. I really confuse now.At first i got a little bit mad,cause i am learning ABRSM from Grade1-5 and now you tell me to change to Trinity? There is also some reason why i don't want to change to Trinity,that is about "SHE",don't want to mention more here.Now i also don;t know what to do.headache@@
Another thing is about "SHE".Well,we are still net friends that is never meet before,erm...actually i saw her plenty of time already,but she haven't saw me once.Nvm.She just as beautiful as i think,just she looks more cute and looks smaller in ages in her uniform.We still stuck in the net friend relation,at first i though maybe we could hang out when we free,but......i still don't know how to handle when hanging out with a person i haven't meet or know before.(just stupid) I think i will try to be more confidence and ask her out,not for dating,just normal hang out with friends.As i know her more,i felt that she is more complicated than i though.I don't know ,maybe is just my feel.But the only things that I confirm is she can change my mood of the day.Example:when she get hurt,i will felt not really happy that day,OMG!i think i really gt some problem.U will say that there is no wrong to be unhappy when the the person u love is hurted since u love her.Well, ya i love her,but this time nt same as previous those love.At those previous "cases",i have hope that i can chase the girl i love.But this time,the first thing i tell myself is "Song,u have no hope",why,because i haven't talk to her or sms her or even be her odinary friends.We just net friends that will talk about something about her feeling on the net.I don't know ,i just hope we can be odinary friends and not just net friend and can hang out with her when we are free.This is what i hope the most in these moment.
OK,at last .this few week i really love to hear jj.lin songs,hope u all will check him out and hear is songs,especially those English song like "Cries in the distance"and his Chinese songs,"加油" (highly recomanded by me,this song will cheer me up every time,"she" feels sad and causes me no mood and when i am really sad )really good and nice.That all for this time,i hope i didn't type any wrong words,cause how is almost 1.30am and i am very sleepy,so lazy to check those words,so good nitez all ^^
