Well...as i said , my second sem had started. Is not a good thing to happy about because i know there will be many reports and tests that will flooded into my life once again. Yup once again >< But the good thing about school... erm maybe I should say U reopen is i can meet my honey again .. haha what a happy thing in my life XD
Hmm... the last sem i done not quite well in my test so this sem i should be more hardworking to pull back my result to expectation. Hope i can do it ^^ So , it comes to the second week of my second sem, i am relief it is still a relax week but i know it wont stay long cause I know the style of my U that it will only let us torture and suffer to the max ..haiz
Anyway, during the sem break i have done nothing and just relaxing myself. I meet some of my old friends and i realized that they haven't change a bit .. haha maybe gt a bit more mature and a bit fierce and wild that they willing to gang bang the teacher in my secondary school haha Well nothing had change actually.... girl become more prettier and boy become more handsome and wild haha i guess they are enjoying their time anyway, unlike me sometimes stressing myself to hell .lol Well i do know form six is a tough year so i also wish them all the best in their study.
Ok so come back to me , my friends dint change a lot but i do feel i am changing a little. Erm...maybe in the term of mature or.. well i don't know but there is something that change after the sem 1 and the sem break. The only thing i confirm that had change is my feeling toward you, ya you , honey... that is I love you more and more till sometimes i cannot even control my feeling anymore.Especially when the feeling of emo strike my heart, i barely can feel anything. Forgive me honey, i try to control it, cause i know u said when i emo u will no mood too cause i don't talk much haha
Well, lets talk about today, is a quite happy day actually. Although the bio class was boring till max, but i am happy because can stay by your side for a long time. The feeling when you beside me really nice, very happy and comfortable too ^^ better than staying together with others , although sometime can be happy but what the point happy without u by my side. I rather enjoy my every free moment with you,that the most happiest moment compare to others. Trust me i never lie to you, don't always say i looks happy with them in fact i will be more happy when with you. Although i know the time we can be together in sem 2 are getting lesser but I am still happy that you can still be my side for sometimes.Ya i swear i will wait for u to go toilet from now on and wont like last time like that letting you getting alone XD
Lol now i only realized i wrote to long so i just end here, At last lets see a photo of the master piece that draw by my honey which always get fail in her art test XD
lol this is what will happen when she is too boring and i am too concentrate coppying the note -- She will draw draw and draw xp although is not a good drawing (sorry haha) but i really dint wash it immediately after bath haha must keep it over night to happy about it ... haha silly me.. love you honey ^^
Well honey..i dont know what happen or what's going on. Are you ignoring or avoiding me ? This two days i have none of your news. Messages i send have been seen but u have not reply once. What i just know is sometime when i am online i just can saw you online a while and off,izit your line problem or you appear offline ? . Maybe you are busy?
If you really busy can you at least let me know that you are busy? At least i know you are busy i won't interrupt you. You know how terrible do i feel now ? I don't know what going on or maybe i done something wrong or.... all kind of questions starts flowing and rotating in my mind. This two days I try to stay online as late as I can to check whether you have something to tell me or reply my message or what.... My phone haven't left by my side even I go to sleep...Every time i play games, watch movie using pc i will pause and check whether you leave any message to me ..but sadly there are none .You maybe will think why i must wait till so late or keeping my phone by my side, I just can tell you I wanna reply you as fast as I can, every time you text or message me i will reply when i received it,or maybe you can say I don't like replying you late or maybe sometimes you need my help I will help you as fast as I can. I just care about you.
I feel sad,lonely and I miss you so badly.I hope you at least tell me what going on ... don't make me feel that sucks feeling again and again... can ? You know i don't like the feeling of knowing nothing about you ,because i always worry about you and I love you.
Well finally i can have some rest. A real rest i mean , no need worry about when there are test or full report have to submit. One week of relaxation . No stress at all, really very happy.
Well , honey i love you. I am very happy to know that u miss me, I like the way u chat to me , I like you want me to stay by your side like i usually does . Is been a torture week of test and exam. Everyday we rarely can meet each other cause difference of floor or block. To tell you honestly, i miss you.. i miss you very much.....everyday test i will think bout you, i worry bout you of all sort of things . Since we also seldom chat,it is like somehow loosing u in my sight. There are only limited info i can know from you and that make me worry and miss you more and more.
Now the test week ended.Comes another torture week, although it is a relax week but i cant meet you in a week of time. I hate myself why today don't want to call you out to let me meet you personally and stay by your side for a day . Tomorrow i have to go back my home town and there is no time for us to meet for the whole week.. i regret very much .. very much, you know the feeling honey? it sucks!! I am very happy to hear your voice today, somehow I also miss them very much.Without u by my side, I cant feel the smile ,voice and happiness of yours. I miss you, miss you very much.
The feeling also sucks when i can't accompany you tomorrow. I know it make you no mood for a while. Sorry honey , i also no mood at all. I don't know you will believe me that i said if you no mood i also wont happy at all , but i really do , i am not happy at all .All games i bought today that i wanna play for so long seem so boring because i dun have mood to play at all.I don't like to leave you, cause i don't want to abandon you. I also felt sorry to you that today dint call you along with me to shopping that makes you no mood too. Sorry honey T.T
Finally, i scare about my test result , haiz... doing not quite good this time Nvm anyway , honey i love you, i miss you and i wont fully enjoy without you. Hope u have time to chat more or skype and keep in touch with me during the holiday. At last still the same sentence : I miss you honey, miss you badly T^T.
