Thursday, August 16, 2012

kinda happy ^^ kinda sad T.T



WoW.... raya break XD very happy can rest .... but only for four days.. haiz ... should have 11 days in total but in my U it is not possible ><  Nvm just can accept the reality and enjoy my four days holidays haha


Is a quite relax week ... no test just some presentation ... but it is quite a torture week for me too in the beginning of the week. Hmm...tears drop many times when i think of i am going to leave you. But is ok now .... at least i know what you feel and what i wanna know ..

I wonder are u still reading my blog ... but nvm i just tell it here. You ask me what i like about you... i just answer you don't know ... then u say if don't know mean i not really very like you. Actually there is an answer in my heart i don't dare to voice out maybe it is too long and maybe you will say i am kidding when i am speaking in a not serious tone.. but now i should answer you ... 

what i like about you ?  i like your smile,i like your cuteness,i like your boyish,i like your kisiao, i like you when you scold bad words in a cute tone or rough tone , i like your serious when studying , i like your every thing no matter is good or bad... and this is only because i love you very much.And maybe you think i am just saying... but i never lie to you ... this is what i feel towards you, the feeling of loving you is that strong that every mood changes of yours will change mine too..my feeling is not priority anymore ever since i love you... cause your feelings are my priority.

Every moment with you is a happy moment and i appreciate it very much. I love you .... and i love you very much,honey ^^



kinda happy because is going to have a break but kinda sad because i gonna miss you very much xp






Saturday, August 11, 2012

Can we just try it out once ?

Wow....finally can have some time to rest. It was quite a busy month. I was busy with test and presentation. Beside that i also found out my body not as tough as old days. Now i must sleep more, i really can't take it when i lack of sleep.Haizz.. maybe i am getting older ? haha

That day u give me a yes i really feel very happy. I never aspect you will give me a yes cause i always though i am just nothing in your heart.Sorry but maybe is not nothing is just not important in your heart. So when you ask me what will i do when you answer me yes or not i can't answer you because i only think of the answer is a no and i did not think about yes.

I feel very happy together with you and i never regret it. I just love you. When you feel bad , i wont feel better either, i will just keep worrying about you and try to make you feel better.

Before the sem ends,can we just try it out once  ? i know the ending ,but i just wanna be with you once, just this once,i don't want have any regret after leaving you . I wanna have at least some happy memories with you. Just this once, i never ask for anything else more.honey.. i always listen to you and do try my best to do what you want , can you just  this time listen to me once and give a chance for us to try it out? 

I am waiting for your answer ,and i hope you can pui me watch this movie together.