I really forget how long i dint post a new post,nvm.
Ok,now i am having my holidays,a great holiday.Since some of my family problems had solve,my parents decided to take me for a vacation.But......unfortunately there are no special offer,so i guess i just have to seat at home and relax.Although it sound very boring,but i think it just ok for me because i don't need to rush here and there like i always do,lol.
Hmm.....how long i dint meet her dy? dunnoe ^^ At first i though i will be crazy missing her after the final exam because i wont meet her again next year,maybe...but the chance of meeting her is very low.But it seem that my calculation is wrong,if i am not mistaken i dint saw her once after the pmr exam (actually gt,but just at a far distance).Dunnoe la,i don't miss her like a crazy as i though,not because i dun love her anymore,just i feel a little bit tired.Somehow i don't have the energy like before >< But i still love her ,i love her very much,but i just....maybe i just don't dare to find her anymore.Scared? nope,just maybe gt a little bit tired.
Haiz dunnoe la,but i will find her,i know i will,but just not this moment.I LOVE U!!!! i just can shout here.forgive for my foolishness.
Phew, feels a lot better after saying what i wanna say.haha ^^.Now i am busy playing my piano everyday,just wanna learn how to play without referring to the sheet and prepared for my exam next year ,hope i will success.That all,no hope for now,duwan to hope for anything because i wanna relax for my holiday .XD
