Update my death blog.

I really forget how long i dint post a new post,nvm.

Ok,now i am having my holidays,a great holiday.Since some of my family problems had solve,my parents decided to take me for a  vacation.But......unfortunately  there are no special offer,so i guess i just have to seat at home and relax.Although it sound very boring,but i think it just ok for me because i don't need to rush here and there like i always do,lol.

Hmm.....how long i dint meet her dy? dunnoe ^^ At first i though i will be crazy missing her after the final exam because i wont meet her again next year,maybe...but the chance of meeting her is very low.But it seem that my calculation is wrong,if i am not mistaken i dint saw her once after the pmr exam (actually gt,but just at a far distance).Dunnoe la,i don't miss her like a crazy as i though,not because i dun love her anymore,just i feel a little bit tired.Somehow i don't have the energy like before >< But i still love her ,i love her very much,but i just....maybe i just don't dare to find her anymore.Scared? nope,just maybe gt a little bit tired.

Haiz dunnoe la,but i will find her,i know i will,but just not this moment.I LOVE U!!!! i just can shout here.forgive for my foolishness.

Phew, feels a lot better after saying what i wanna say.haha ^^.Now i am busy playing my piano everyday,just wanna learn how to play without referring to the sheet and prepared for my exam next year ,hope i will success.That all,no hope for now,duwan to hope for anything because i wanna relax for my holiday .XD

Confuse..

Actually i am  having my exam this few weeks and i am not suppose to online,but nvm.

OK,today i had my BC paper 2 and,hmm...no comment,i don't think i done it very well,but at least i know how to do and i am able to finish it in time.thanks GOD.wakaka...

This few days,i look back some of my old picture,one thing i noticed is,i looks slimmer (paiseh) and looks more.....erm good looking (dont dare to use the word handsome XD) Somehow i also realise my personality also have some changes.I begin to care for someone,i begin to feel responsible for something i need to do,i begin to aim something i like and many many more.Is these changes consider being mature? Dunnoe.

Back to topic.Confuse .Yup, i felt confuse.I look through some of her photos,i dunnoe why i felt like she is too mature (maybe her outfits or make up?dunnoe.but her make up was very nice, not like other girls and women that looks like ghost) or maybe i should say i am not suitable for her .I dunnoe what is this feeling about,the photo is just about she and her freinds,dressing very nice....Dunnoe,i am still confusing about it.but one thing i can very sure about it is i wanna let go,let go everything about her.I felt very tired for chasing something that not suitable or i am not capable.But i just cant do it,i miss her.i really do.But what can i do? nothing !! 

Why? even myself can't answer this.Somehow for suddenly i want her to know about this blog,at least she know i am still caring about her.hIaz...Maybe i should study more to forget about her ,at least for this moment.Since the exam had started,i will concentrate more on my study.Maybe after exam,there will be an answer for me and her.

At here,wish u good luck,i know u can do well in your exam if u put some effort on it.Hope u would received my good wishes.And Good luck for myself too ^^

Sadness and Confused.....

Is time for me to express my feeling again.I wanna meet her,so i pray hard to meet her.At last God respond to me,i really have a chance to "meet" her.

It happened yesterday,usually i will pay attention when she appear,but yesterday i just dunnoe why,i think i am dreaming.She suddenly appeared and we look at each other for a few seconds.Although we look at each others,but u cant recognize me.Actually i am just guessing u cant recognize me cause i looks terrible when i am not smiling ,but i know in deeply in my heart if u really can recognize me,u also wont wave your hand or say hi to me.

These few days,u completely ignore me.I really get confused,why suddenly u will just ignored me,i really cannot get it.I dunnoe why our distance become further and further after the holidays.Did you change?

Maybe i am a totally looser in the game of love.

I am tired.I am tired doing those foolish thing for you,i know in love there should be sacrifice,but i really felt tired.I wonder whether i can still continue or not? Last time,when i wanna give up ,u will at least respond or reply to me,but now i am just getting ignored and ignored and ignored by you.Although i wanna give up,but my heart wont allow me to do so.I will still care about you,although u always ignore me.

Actually i wanna say hi to you when we meet,but after your ignorance these few days,i dun dare to do so.I have no idea what you are thinking.I really scared you will think i am annoying .Looks like we need some time to cool down.

Last hope,dun ignore me,i really care about u.

Foolish people done foolish things.

Wakaka,i have a pair of panda eyes!! Why? Nothing,just doing something foolish . I read all the post she had post on her blog.Last time i tried to read all of her post but ,i give up after i read a few post because i read from the middle of her post and the post she wrote was freaking long,just like writing essay( paiseh,i also write my blog in the same way xp).But last night,i take my initiative to read all of her 09 year post in one night.

I dint read all of it on the pc cause i am only  allow to on my pc until 12.00am.So i copy all of the post and sent it into my phone and i read it in my room alone,clever leh,lol. I know i am stupid and foolish,but what to do,i just care about her and i wanna know more about her.

So,what i know from her post after reading the whole night.Well,i know more about her past,i know some of  her attitude and some of her like and dislike.I dunnoe why she gave many others people a bad image,had she done something horrible in the past? i have no idea,what i know is she still miss her ex-bf which is the one that is the type of guy she love.

 I manage to cover up her this year post this morning,do i looks like a stalker?hmm....maybe a little.I felt that i have nothing that can match to her,.She is a girl that had gone through many things compare to me? I am just a little boy that starting to grow up and understand more,well i admit that i had change a lot since the beginning of the year,but there is still many thing i had to learn.I am too under protected by my parents last two years,and  now i really want to learn what i missed in the past to years.When i was form 1 and 2,what am i doing? i still addicted to pc game,what is she doing? She is trying to learn many things and know what she really needs.Compare to her,i am just a piece of  JUNK!!  

Haiz....besides,i found out that if i am her bf (just if) i cant even give what her ex-bf  can gave her,such as sitting beside her and accompany her when she is sick in her house.Can i do that? the answer is no,i dunnoe i even  dare to step into her house.There is many things more, but i just can't mention it here.The only thing that i can give her in this moment is try to comfort her when she share something out .

But this few week, i think she start to ignore me,i dunnoe, usually we can chat for long time ,but somehow this few weeks, even i say something interesting to make her laugh she will just ignore it.Maybe is something due to what i act a few weeks ago,i though it was nothing after she chat back with me normally but somehow it turns out to be something after a few weeks.

Am i really annoying? i felt that i am,but i dunnoe what she think,at least i know i am a annoying.I wanna stop to care about her for just maybe one or two weeks,but dunnoe why i just will chat to her when i know she feels sad or angry,really dunnoe,maybe i still have difficulties to control my emotion properly.I just cant help it ><.But i found out something that we are similar,that is we dun have much people to trust and talk ,we like to express our feeling in the blog.Blogspot,i love u so much!!

At last,i really hope i will chat to her normally and pls dun ignore me,maybe u just reply a thank or lol or ok lo will be enough for me.I will be your side whenever u need me,i promise u.

Before i forget i wanna introduce one song to u all, 神木与瞳-好想为你哭. This song really nice  but i prefer nt so man voice for this song,just my opinion la,haha.

Remember back many nice memories xD

Haha,two days ago i saw some pic from friends that went to bali for vacation.Those pic really recall back my trip to bali dunnoe how many years ago.==

I remembered many things through the pic they took cause i went before those  places before.I remembered how nice is the scenery when i look down from the temple.I remembered the stupid beach which i ate my sand dinner with the sea water keep rising. I remembered how nice is the scenery when i saw the volcano from another high mountain that is very cool there.I also remembered i ate my lunch beside a lake which is a x active volcano hole.I even can remembered i walked from day to night until i starved like hell and cry in the bus.The most of all i can remembered many others nice time i spend with my family during the vacation.Suddenly wanna upload those old picture to fb but....i looks really fat and silly that time,lol.Maybe i will upload a few which i looks not so ugly.

Haiz,is been a while i din't go for vacation . Sometime i love it cause i can see many nice scenery and have a interesting holidays,but sometime i really hate it cause i always rush like hell when going for a trip.I have been to many places such as Thailand,Hong Kong,Bali and many more,but in my memories there are all blank just like white paper.Until today i have recall some of the bali trip memories from my friend's photo.ty ya ^^

Sometime nice moment must take it down using a camera,because some nice memories only can remember by looking through photo.That all for this post and no hope this time,weired ^^

Not so emo from now on ^^

First, i wanna talk about my feeling.In my last post,i talked about love, well  this post will talk about many things,include what i do in this  one week holidays and love xD.

Ok,let talk about love first,hehe,paiseh >< Well  i really don't like to get ignore,especially from "she".Last time when i get ignored form "she" the whole day( almost ) i will felt sad or maybe emo.But after last Tuesday,when i woke up i suddenly open minded.Don't know,but suddenly i felt that when i am sad,will 'she' know? and we just net friends,anythings that we chat or talk in net are just making fun of each others,or maybe i should say is entertaining each others.When i care about her,sometime she will know,but most of time it just like something that can make her to feel better at that moment ,after that she will forget all about it.Besides that,anything she promised just like jokes,she will not remember about it after a while.Well,i am not blaming "she" for not caring my feeling or "she" is someone that don't keep her promised,i know she is not that kind of person,somehow i believe in her.Well, i know we are just net friends,so she no need to care about a person that not so important to her or a person which she never meet before.How i know?easy, i try to think from her side.If i am her,i will surely react as same as her that is i wont so care about a guy that just know by net,maybe we can just play and chat for sometimes. That is what i think ,but maybe it will just similar to what she think,cause girls are complicated.So from that days onward, i just play with "she" .Don't misunderstood,i am not a play boy, what i mean is all the thing we chat i will make fun of her,just like playing a withe her .Like this,i won't gain or loose anything, i also won't always emo about she.

So,when will the game end? Well very soon,after we become normal friends,of course.At least i need to let her know who am i first lo.So i will try my best !! But now just play first ^^ Although just playing but sometime it will still hurt a bit,nvm  hurt a bit is better than emo for the whole days,i must think more mature now,i am nt still a noob child!!

Wow,talk too much again,but nvm,now talk about the holidays.What i have done? Four thing :Carry out things,wipe,wait dry and carry back in those things.What that? Simple,HOUSEWORKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.Really boring about it,always do the same things,i have been doing these for the whole week,i really sick of it.What to do,my mum can't do so much,so i have to do all the housework for her.Anyway i felt that i have grown up a lot and learned a lot when doing these housework,at least i wont die when i am alone after SPM (hopefully ).Next target is i wanna know how to cook!! Hopefully my mother will teach me,since she never cook for a long time,but she really can cook,i ate before,it is very delicious ^^.

OK last for my hope. I hope i can learn more things in this holidays and i can play with "she" always ^^ and lastly we can be normal firends XD.

All about love .....

As i mention above,this post will all about love.I really like blog sometimes cause it can let me to write out what i am feeling or thinking at this moment,i can shout it out loud without interrupting others people,this is the way i like the most ^^

So, what is love? For me when i am still form 1 to 3, love is something that can make me happy and joyful with the one i like or love.But as i grown up and experienced more,i felt that it is true that love can make someone happy and joyful "IF" the one u love accept and care about u.But somehow this "IF"  seldom happen to me.So at this moment i felt that love is just something that make me torture or even headache.

That is what i think about love so far,so now i will talk about something about me related to this words-love.

Ok,sincerely i only love two girls before,is love not like.They two only have two similarities that is first,they are cute ^^ (maybe i do love cute girls after all, lol)second, they can change my mood and emotions. One of them is someone....nvm no need to mention here la.Another one obviously is the "she" i mentioned in previous posts recently.So maybe i just talk about "she" in this post.

Well,sometimes i really don't know why GOD will let me meet someone that i love but i know there is no hope between us.Why? there is too much reason.Just can't mention it all.So lets talk about "she".I love her,but i don't know how to get close to her,there is just some distance between us.Holidays is coming,well maybe call her for a hanged out since we haven't meet before.Erm,i gt think before but what can i talk to her when we meet? Would she hanged out with her guy which she never meet before? and lastly how should i ask her?

All these questions had lead to one conclusion that is "NO HOPE".Ya ,since the day i know her, i had already say to myself that there is no hope for me,but somehow i just feel sad or disappointed when i am nearly facing the truth that there is no hope for me in these few weeks.

Many things that i want to talk about in this post,but somehow i scared she will view this blog and find out the "she" i am talking about is her and our friendship will just BYE,BYE.Somehow i had experienced before that if the one u love knows u are loving her but she has no interest toward u,there will be a wall forming between u two,trust me,it happened to me.Actually at this moment i just wanna be friends with her,just

normal friends that can care each others by sms and hanged out to watch movies,but it is harder than i though to just have a normal friendship with a girl which has "distance" between us.

I think i just said too much,maybe i should stop here.Every post i wrote will have some hopes at the last of the post.I hope i will have a normal friendship with her and we can hanged out during this holidays plus i will have a nice and happy two weeks holidays ^^

Many things to say ....

well is been quite long i haven't updated my blog.Now i gonna tell them once in this post.

OK,i finally I become a prefect,i am happy,my mother happy,my father happy,lol.Actually i m nt really so happy about it cause always need to tugas here and there,and some more need to do pengawas folio,lol.Well,what to do i need to accept all of these,cause i am a prefect now.+.+

Next thing is about my piano.It really make me crazy,at first i though i going to take the grade 7 exam next year,so i put some effort on it,but later my parents suggest to me that well why don;t you give it a try to take the grade 8 exam,since u going to leave next years(if possible lah).So i listen to their advice and took the grade 8 exam.But when i practice until half, they told me that i should take the Trinity grade 8 exam rather than the ABRSM one.lol. I really confuse now.At first i got a little bit mad,cause i am learning ABRSM from Grade1-5 and now you tell me to change to Trinity? There is also some reason why i don't want to change to Trinity,that is about "SHE",don't want to mention more here.Now i also don;t know what to do.headache@@

Another thing is about "SHE".Well,we are still net friends that is never meet before,erm...actually i saw her plenty of time already,but she haven't saw me once.Nvm.She just as beautiful as i think,just she looks more cute and looks smaller in ages in her uniform.We still stuck in the net friend relation,at first i though maybe we could hang out when we free,but......i still don't know how to handle when hanging out with a person i haven't meet or know before.(just stupid) I think i will try to be more confidence and ask her out,not for dating,just normal hang out with friends.As i know her more,i felt that she is more complicated than i though.I don't know ,maybe is just my feel.But the only things that I confirm is she can change my mood of the day.Example:when she get hurt,i will felt not really happy that day,OMG!i think i really gt some problem.U will say that there is no wrong to be unhappy when the the person u love is hurted since u love her.Well, ya i love her,but this time nt same as previous those love.At those previous "cases",i have hope that i can chase the girl i love.But this time,the first thing i tell myself is "Song,u have no hope",why,because i haven't talk to her or sms her or even be her odinary friends.We just net friends that will talk about something about her feeling on the net.I don't know ,i just hope we can be odinary friends and not just net friend and can hang out with her when we are free.This is what i hope the most in these moment.

OK,at last .this few week i really love to hear jj.lin songs,hope u all will check him out and hear is songs,especially those English song like "Cries in the distance"and his Chinese songs,"加油" (highly recomanded by me,this song will cheer me up every time,"she" feels sad and causes me no mood and when i am really sad )really good and nice.That all for this time,i hope i didn't type any wrong words,cause how is almost 1.30am and i am very sleepy,so lazy to check those words,so good nitez all ^^

One week and one week and she.

One week passed again.What i am busy doing is my moral folio and studying some books for the next exam which is next and next week.Well i do not really have the mood to study because.......Don't know but i really need to study,there is no much time left.

Yesterday was very happy cause i went to TC with my friends.At first i though i was going to TC for taking photos,but at last i end up with my friends building the sand castle ^^ .Maybe our sand castle will not be the most nice one among others,but i will admit that our sand castle is the most creative one on the beach that day.If u all wanna see those photo,u can go to my facebook profile and have a look.

About moral folio,i finally have done it today.I am very happy but at the same time  i am also very sad too.Why? Is about "she". Is been a while we know each others,we talk about many things .She is very important to me,but maybe i am only a net friend for her.There is too many guys around her, this make feel that i am just a little boys for her.And i don't want to let those stupid friends know what i feel about her.Just hope she will reply and care more about me and we will meet each others.

At last,to those "GOOD" friends of mine.Can you keep your mouth shut !!Don't always say me chasing girls and flirting around on the face book!! If i am chasing girls and flirting around,so what!! that is none of your business!!

SHE !! Finally know her ^^

Haha,finally i know her!! Thank GOD !!

Wow,she finally know who i am,and we chat for some times ^^.I really happy about it.Wakaka.She looks perfect for me.I found that she also play music too,and she having exam,hope she will pass with flying colour ^^.Just hope we can keep in touch,and my next new hope is to meet the real person.GOD help me one more time please,i begged you.........

Well,let talk about something about me in this week.I found that my time is not enough for me to use.I have to do many thing in one week.waliao!!Just feeling very tired and need to have a break.zzzzzzzz

Another things is parent's day,what my teacher say about me ?well not many things cause i am a good boy^^Only comment i remember is "call him to sit straight" this is the only comment i remember that the teacher gave.

Well that all for this week.

Solve and unsolve

Well,one week past already.Some of my problem have solve.
Mission accomplished:

1)Math competition- Did not go for competition,cause my father cannot send me go,so...solve!! LOL

2)Add math result   -Fear for it because the last two exam i get very low marks,but this time 84!! yay.Improve!!

3)Interview             -I went for interview for prefect,luckily i was accepted ^^,hope i won't be to busy.

There are also some problem that still not yet solve T.T

1)Moral folio -keep rushing to do finish it,hope i can do finish it as fast as possible ^^

2)Exam         -haiz, exam coming,need to study again.

At last about her.Find many method to meet her but i am still blur blur.But today i finally found a method^^ i just need a picture she upload and a reply chance from her.God bless me please!!

Sad, Happy and a little bit about Her

The Sad

-Haiz,i am sick for one whole day,lol. I really don't know what i ate on Thursday and i keep going to the toilet yesterday +.+''''.So how many times you all will wonder i went to toilet? well not many, only 7-8 times !!What the....the most times i went to the toilet on my life.Yesterday was terrible,my whole body was very exhausted and i do not have appetite to eat.And yet i still need to go to school and followed with two tuitions. I almost barely to move and still...argh!! nvm.Luckily i feel well in this morning.

The Happy

-The happy was yesterday i went to my biology tuition and one of my friend got tease by my bio's teaches ^^. We studied nutrition and my friends keep talking to his friends next to him.My teacher saw them talking so she related some sickness of fat to him (since he is quite obese ,sorry).Then we keep laughing and when we stopped she mention he again with another sickness,haha.She continue talking about it and we keep laughing and laughing and laughing......until the tuition almost end what a great tuition.

A little bit about Her 

-Ya,i keep thinking about her.I can look at her photo for one whole day without feeling bored xp.She is nice and pretty,i just can't stop thinking about her ,hehe.But my chances haven't come to me T.T. Just hope i can know more about her and we can meet each others some days later,some days ........

At last,i will be busy doing my moral folio these few days,it really make me headache plus there will be an interview next Tuesday.Haiz,hope i will be in a good conditions next Tuesday,God bless me.OHH... before i forget sorry for not  mention about Pong,he will having his piano exam next Tuesday too,hope he can pass with flying colour ,God bless him too,haha.

Not an easy thing.

It really not an easy thing to meet with this girl.Which girl am I talking about? Yup!! Is the "blog girl"  I mention on my last post.

Haiz,I really don't know how to meet this girl,although we live in the same town but it seem like too far for me to reach her.First , we are in different school that is not far but there is still some distances, second although i add her on msn,but she seldom on =.=,Third,we are not in the same age (she is older then me but luckily not very much )  ,pity me T.T.By now you should wonder how about sms her or chat with her in face book?You think i haven't think about it? On face book,she did not open her chat room a single time,and sms her? are you kidding, i not even chat to her and how should i suppose to get her hp numb.

I feel very sob,don't know when or how should i met her.And if you ask me do i have some feeling with her? I will tell you,Ya,cause she looks too pretty for me ^^.Well, maybe I will get my chance next time to meet her,but this chance i don't know when it will come or maybe there is no chances for me T.TI think i should wait,ok just talk until her about here.Maybe my next post will continue to talk about her (Think so xp).

School gonna reopen that is tomorrow of course, this is another thing  that i sad about.When school reopen there is many pressure that come in to fill my brain up. I really don't like school reopen.Exam result, interview, competition and the one I dislike the most ,Folio!!This few things just cause me headache.School reopen sucks!! I think many of my friends or not my friends which is still studying will agree with me^^

Lastly i hope i can get a good result and all of the thing that pressure me can solve easily and days and time will past faster and my next exam will come faster and end faster and my one week holidays will come even faster ^^.And the most of all, i really want to meet "her",GOD please give me a chance,please......Just hope my dream will come true^^ that all/

No title.

Today gonna write blog,really don't know there is still someone seeing my blog,but if there is still people seeing please to leave comment and let me know ty^^

Today is the day i write back my blog since...... forget already nvm.Why suddenly want write back? Nothing,just saw a girl's blog, not her English very pro or what is she let me know blog is write for those who want to see and she wrote anything that she feels from time to time.Most of them talks about her love story,from how sweet she with her boyfriends to when she finally know that she need to be broke up with her boyfriends and stand up.All are very real and all seem write with true heart.

And i found that i am really childish.why say so? From the girl's blog she mention about her boyfriends very childish and all his childish things, and i am all match with her boyfriend's childish attitude,lol. I think i should be more mature already.Since i still have time cause her boyfriend is 17 years old.

Another things is,this girl really change me. Don't know is my feeling or what,but i feel that i jump out from some circle,or should i say love circle.Ya, i am that kind which is similar to her which is can't forget about someone i love before for a long period.But she let me know love is not everything.Yup,she is not my friends but i get many experience from her. I think i should know find her and be her friend.^^ But she dun like childish boy so i think i should be more mature only find her.

Here is all what i wanna say,maybe i should change my title to a special girl that i met,cause almost all the post is about her,haha.That all.

Gonna old very very fast!!

Another long period did not updated my blog liao,but that not important.what importantt is what i mean gonna old very fast? It mean that i going to be very busy until i cannot tahan and will old faster then i though!!

At first i have dy 2 tuitions a days,and plus school i really tired and i almost have no time to rivise my book and to play my pc!! The only time i gt is when come back after the school and after eating and bath i gt some 30 minute to have a power nap which is my tuition's teacher teach me to recover my energy.But nw i very dulan liao!!

The school 's new timetable really like bullshit!! monday after moral 2 period math,2 period add math and some more want to stay back for account!!! All nid to count count count and count,Siaox !!

Another thing that i very dulan is the account period,is after the school ,lol.That mean plus bc  i will have three days in one week nid to stay back and NO POWER NAP FOR ME @@@@!!!!lol i really dunnoe i can tahan or not,haiz

But how to do i am still a student,just have to admit it ,haizzzzzzzz

Piano exam coming T.T

OK really long time din't update my blog dy,this is the first post after i lazy to change my skin.

Haiz,one year once piano exam come again.By now i not yet feel any nervous or scared ,but i think i will feel it few says before the exam ^^.In my opinion,why i will feel scared or nervous although i read many time? this is because there is something call luck in this world.Because of this luck although u work very  very hard,u will not success without this LUCK.Dunnoe la,just hope i will pass in this exam ^^All the best from me to me ^^lol

After exam there is a week of holidays,^^ i like it very much.But dunnoe must do what? But i really want to watch the movie "Allice in the wonderland".why? because i had watch it trailer and it seem pretty nice,so i wish i can watch it in this holidays^^

Last,i wanna say so sorry to weijongfor misunderstood him , and to that useless fellow who use people's name to say something bad,please,please F......off and dun keep disturb people's blog.

BLack out !!

OK there is a black out on Friday in my housing area.This is what happening that day :

That day i have my bio tuition and went for my english tuition at night.After the tuition,i went back home with some of my friends.On the way home,i was very tired and though that i can go home and had a good night sleep,but i know it is impossible when i saw many of the stores near my housing without light.I felt speechless when i reach home.At first i though is only a short circuit and it won't last long,so i had a cup of tea and seat on the chair with a candle near me to wait for the electricity. I wait and wait and wait,then i go brush my teeth and wait and wait and wait,wat de,it is almost 12.00am when the electricity come.LOL from 1030am to 12.00am ,lol stupid !!

LEAKING...............

OK GREAT!! the stupid 4sc4 class leaking again!! It start from Saturday morning,when i was arrived at the class after walking from the gate and going up 4 floors, in that moment i really want to say one word "F.U.C.K!!" The class is leaking again!! Lucky for me when i was in the first day on the class i knew that this class gonna leak again,so i didn't put any of my book in my desk,phew...

So we go to LSC3 again,ya more closer to those three pure science and no nid to walk to far when wanna go home ^^.But this problem must be solve,hope the principle will do something about it,may combine 4 class into 3 class ^^,ya i really hope that will happen,but the percentage is very low.

I think is the third week of schooling,i feel ok about my class dy,but the things that i really cannot accept about form 4 is DAM MUCH HOMEWORK!! all of my friends say so,(they are not same in class).Some of them do homework until 12.00am,really charm.....For me,i also rushing for my homework but something if really to tired i will try to complete it the nest day morning,haix being a student really difficult.

AT last, really want to have holiday!! CNY faster come la,I really need u!!

WANTED!! WANTED!! ALL HOLIDAYS IS WANTED!! IF U FIND ANY OF THEM PLEASE CONTACT SKF !! (lol +.+")

~THE END~

MIss........

Is the second week of schooling,and tomorrow is the third.What my feeling rite now? I started to feel ok with my class.But sometime when i saw my friends ,i feel a little bit sad,dunnoe la,i just feel like.

Last three years, i felt that coming to school is good,why?Because i can chi-chat with my friends,study and play together and can see pretty girls.I like my school time very much even need to wake up early.But now i felt coming to school is not really that fun,i really dunnoe why this year do many homework and i really dun like some of the teachers and i am hopping that the time can speed up so that i can get home earlier.I really miss when i was still in form 1,2,3.Last time,i like my school time and hate my after school time cause gt many tuition,but now i hate both of them,then what is the time i like most?By now i really like my time with my family,sleeping time and sat and sunday.I felt that only these time and days i can feel happy and it is very relax to me.

So,back to today topic,miss...what i miss about?Actually i miss about my friends and the time spending with them.By now we are all in different class and only can meet in recess time.But we are not as good as old days.Now,in recess time,we are not in group anymore,we are in different group and some of them need to rush their time to attend their classes.Not like old days,we can enjoy our recess time and went back to our class as late as we want.

At last,i really want to say i am really in a busy condition,i can only write blog one time each week.I have four days double tuition,and yet the school teacher i giving many many of schoolwork,lol( iwanna scold bad wors dy!!).i also dunnoe i still have the time to revise my homework when exam is coming.What i hope most now is  the Chinese New Year,i really hope i can make use of these CNY to rest and spend some time with my family and friends.

Finally a smile on my face ^^

OK,hi all !! I think  i really recover fast !! haha.There is finally a smile on my face.XD

After the change class things,i though i will take a long time to recover but just saw something on the net that make me recover really fast ^^

What post is that? cannot tell la,secret.....But only can tell u all is all about happy.Really happy today,just hope every day will like that .Just wanna say sorry to those i talk many many things to them,sorry har ^^

Yay,another new day,another new start !!This year really cannot play,actually is no time to play.Really busy almost everynli me g day gt tuition.Even open my pc also no time.lol.At first i though ot so much tuition,but there is no exception for my friends,i guess this is not a easy year,haiz.(This remind me i forget to blame those hu say form 4 is a honeymoon year,argh!!)

That is all i wanna write today ^,^ hope i will happy every day and wish all my friends happy 4 ever !!

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A post that i dunnoe should i write or not.......

Well,first and second day in 4sc4 is really hard to survive,i dunnoe why,just the heart keep pain,dunnoe y i just can't accept the class.

The third day,i feel better.These days i keep telling all the unlike things in the school to my mother,luckily she just listen and give me some advice.These advice helps me a lot,than others.I feel better today.But still cannot fully recover....I just can't be the song like b4,everyday with smile,no worry and other previous attitude.

I just dunnoe why  sometime my heart will pain or wat just some feeling that cause my heart to feel pain when i was thinking about the class things.I try many time to figure out what is the things that cause my heart feel like that , Is it i feel lonely without my friends? At first it was,but after my mother and friends advice,i feel that i go to school is fr study i can meet them when recess time or when the class not yet started.But it was not the friends prob.......

I just can dun care all about the friends or the teacher or class things,what i care is "You".This is the only things that i can't tell my mother or other of  friends,i can just tell it through this blog.Sorry i just can't accept  u are way too far from me...I know there is no chance for me and i try hard to forget u b4 but  sorry to tell i just can't forget you and there is no wrong to thinking about u.But after i cool down a while, i notice that what i want in this  few year is to heard from u ,u are feeling happy,there is so enough for me.A smile from u is enough for me.

At last,just don't put it in your heart about what i write, i just dunwan ther is any things between us.If u really mind just think i am saying rubbish.Wish u happy forever......

Worst day T.T

What i really wanna say is i this is the worst day of mine.I can;t stop thinking about it.

What is it?
Change class dy,and i in 4sc4 the worst of all,i dun want this class, what de.Just gt yiming with me in the same class and two friends from rk6.What de.Only 4 chinese boys,lol.what de. another prob is the class.As i told u all b4 the 4sc4 in far away from other pure science class,shit !! Now is still better cause the class is flooded and we have to move to the L6s2 class that is near to the three class,still can chit-chat when free.LOl but not for long, cause the class is need to for lower six when May.Then we have to move back to the dam far class,deng!

What i hope now is gt change class next year or as fast as possible or not nid move to the old class and keep staying near the 3 classes.NO mood at all whole day, keep scolding deng!JUSt hope i wat i hope for can come true.pls pls ,just 1 want time..........

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Really tired and praying for good class and classmate

Today is the third day of school reopen.Luckily my account tuition not yet start so i have time to write my blog and open my pc ^^.What i want to tell today is i really tired.

What am i tired for?
First,I really tired about my tuition,i just saw my tuition list, unluckily i have a "bunch" of tuition,lol.I have double tuition on tues,thurs and friday. The first and second day i really tired until i wanna sleep in the tuition class,but today is better.

Another things about this post is i am praying for a good class and classmate.
As i told u all i get 7A and 1B for my PMR exam, so there are only 4 pure science class in my school,and i am interested in pure science,the problem is if there are only 30 people in each class ,i scared there is no place for me.It is because there are too many people get 8A and wanted pure science.

If  i able to get in to pure science i will worry about classes and classmate.Class problem gt 2,one is the classes is too far,the first ,second and third class of science only near together,but the last class is far away in another blog.The second prob is many of my friends duwan to be in the lass class is because it always leaking and have to change to another class to study,lol .So i wish i wont b in the fourth class.If the class prob is solved,it is the time to deal to the classmate prob,i just wish some of my friends will be in the same class with me and the other will be in other class which is near with my class.

TOO much problem to solve in the first week of the school reopen,hope i can more relax after  this week,really charm to be form 4 students T.T

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School reopen,T.T

Today is 4/1/2009,is the first day of school and is the first day of year 2010 i write this blog ^^

Ok,what happen today is very very damn boring,u cannot even imagine how boring is it.Here what happen:

   I woke up in the morning at 6.30am since i did not sleep well (almost every time when school reopen) and went to school at 7.00am.At first i was praying for a good class with some of my friends together,but......when they call us to the dewan kecil i noe what will happen next,Yupp ! u are rite,we listen to the damn boring lecture about the form 4 subject.lol,At first i felt that nvm cause it jsut boring ny,but after hours and hours i felt that i wanna die, cuase my spinal cord pain until i cant imagine,lol since i sit at the floor and nothing to support at my back Other of my friends felt pain on their legs,but the pain attack my back.Later, felt very angry and wanted the time fly quickly.Finally is 2.30pm,i finally can have a fit at home.phew....

The most lol thing is tomorrow we gonna seat again on the floor and listen to the lecture again.I hope my spinal cord can effort the pain for the long,long ,long  morning


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