First, i wanna talk about my feeling.In my last post,i talked about love, well this post will talk about many things,include what i do in this one week holidays and love xD.
Ok,let talk about love first,hehe,paiseh >< Well i really don't like to get ignore,especially from "she".Last time when i get ignored form "she" the whole day( almost ) i will felt sad or maybe emo.But after last Tuesday,when i woke up i suddenly open minded.Don't know,but suddenly i felt that when i am sad,will 'she' know? and we just net friends,anythings that we chat or talk in net are just making fun of each others,or maybe i should say is entertaining each others.When i care about her,sometime she will know,but most of time it just like something that can make her to feel better at that moment ,after that she will forget all about it.Besides that,anything she promised just like jokes,she will not remember about it after a while.Well,i am not blaming "she" for not caring my feeling or "she" is someone that don't keep her promised,i know she is not that kind of person,somehow i believe in her.Well, i know we are just net friends,so she no need to care about a person that not so important to her or a person which she never meet before.How i know?easy, i try to think from her side.If i am her,i will surely react as same as her that is i wont so care about a guy that just know by net,maybe we can just play and chat for sometimes. That is what i think ,but maybe it will just similar to what she think,cause girls are complicated.So from that days onward, i just play with "she" .Don't misunderstood,i am not a play boy, what i mean is all the thing we chat i will make fun of her,just like playing a withe her .Like this,i won't gain or loose anything, i also won't always emo about she.
So,when will the game end? Well very soon,after we become normal friends,of course.At least i need to let her know who am i first lo.So i will try my best !! But now just play first ^^ Although just playing but sometime it will still hurt a bit,nvm hurt a bit is better than emo for the whole days,i must think more mature now,i am nt still a noob child!!
Wow,talk too much again,but nvm,now talk about the holidays.What i have done? Four thing :Carry out things,wipe,wait dry and carry back in those things.What that? Simple,HOUSEWORKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.Really boring about it,always do the same things,i have been doing these for the whole week,i really sick of it.What to do,my mum can't do so much,so i have to do all the housework for her.Anyway i felt that i have grown up a lot and learned a lot when doing these housework,at least i wont die when i am alone after SPM (hopefully ).Next target is i wanna know how to cook!! Hopefully my mother will teach me,since she never cook for a long time,but she really can cook,i ate before,it is very delicious ^^.
OK last for my hope. I hope i can learn more things in this holidays and i can play with "she" always ^^ and lastly we can be normal firends XD.
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