Actually i am having my exam this few weeks and i am not suppose to online,but nvm.
OK,today i had my BC paper 2 and,hmm...no comment,i don't think i done it very well,but at least i know how to do and i am able to finish it in time.thanks GOD.wakaka...
This few days,i look back some of my old picture,one thing i noticed is,i looks slimmer (paiseh) and looks more.....erm good looking (dont dare to use the word handsome XD) Somehow i also realise my personality also have some changes.I begin to care for someone,i begin to feel responsible for something i need to do,i begin to aim something i like and many many more.Is these changes consider being mature? Dunnoe.
Back to topic.Confuse .Yup, i felt confuse.I look through some of her photos,i dunnoe why i felt like she is too mature (maybe her outfits or make up?dunnoe.but her make up was very nice, not like other girls and women that looks like ghost) or maybe i should say i am not suitable for her .I dunnoe what is this feeling about,the photo is just about she and her freinds,dressing very nice....Dunnoe,i am still confusing about it.but one thing i can very sure about it is i wanna let go,let go everything about her.I felt very tired for chasing something that not suitable or i am not capable.But i just cant do it,i miss her.i really do.But what can i do? nothing !!
Why? even myself can't answer this.Somehow for suddenly i want her to know about this blog,at least she know i am still caring about her.hIaz...Maybe i should study more to forget about her ,at least for this moment.Since the exam had started,i will concentrate more on my study.Maybe after exam,there will be an answer for me and her.
At here,wish u good luck,i know u can do well in your exam if u put some effort on it.Hope u would received my good wishes.And Good luck for myself too ^^
