Well,first and second day in 4sc4 is really hard to survive,i dunnoe why,just the heart keep pain,dunnoe y i just can't accept the class.
The third day,i feel better.These days i keep telling all the unlike things in the school to my mother,luckily she just listen and give me some advice.These advice helps me a lot,than others.I feel better today.But still cannot fully recover....I just can't be the song like b4,everyday with smile,no worry and other previous attitude.
I just dunnoe why sometime my heart will pain or wat just some feeling that cause my heart to feel pain when i was thinking about the class things.I try many time to figure out what is the things that cause my heart feel like that , Is it i feel lonely without my friends? At first it was,but after my mother and friends advice,i feel that i go to school is fr study i can meet them when recess time or when the class not yet started.But it was not the friends prob.......
I just can dun care all about the friends or the teacher or class things,what i care is "You".This is the only things that i can't tell my mother or other of friends,i can just tell it through this blog.Sorry i just can't accept u are way too far from me...I know there is no chance for me and i try hard to forget u b4 but sorry to tell i just can't forget you and there is no wrong to thinking about u.But after i cool down a while, i notice that what i want in this few year is to heard from u ,u are feeling happy,there is so enough for me.A smile from u is enough for me.
At last,just don't put it in your heart about what i write, i just dunwan ther is any things between us.If u really mind just think i am saying rubbish.Wish u happy forever......
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